C-c-c-c-cooooooooooombo!!

Wow. I just lost what was so important to me in just one day. Today, I lost my bestfriend and my water bottle. ONE DAY ONLY LEH! 24 hours also haven't pass yet lost so many stuff dy? Is it too much? YES IT'S TOO MUCH. April, Y U SO BAD TO ME?! I thought you were my lucky month. Screw you, screw me,screw everyone and screw 2013 in general. I'm crying so hard now even that vein beside my eye is swollen out. Wth? I didn't know that was possible O.o Well they say all your life you'll only have one or two true friends, I guess I have none, too bad. Worse part is? Tomorrow got Pn Lau class. Omggg. I don't have the strength to face her -_- School very xien eh, need fake happy pretend laugh everything. I feel like I  faker nowadays. Being in the science lab is the only place I show my true emotion. I don't know why but it's nice to be emo there since everyone is sleeping and no one takes notice. 

Today, I wrote my problems down on a piece of paper, one full page of it and shredded the paper with my scissors. I took the shreds and threw them in a bin, would have been better if I had a lighter. I felt somehow happier and free after doing that. After school, I cycled until dinnertime. After dinner, I watched a movie. LOL relax right? And right now, I'm blogging here to release abit. Anyhow I still have to face reality in school tomorrow. It's not end of world right? 

Dumb Retards Asking More Attention

Honestly ladies, is there really need for so much drama? Stop being so sensitive. Abit abit then want cold war and become enemies already. Very tiring you know? I sit hear listen to all your problems, giving my crappy advice and all, xien liao lar. Not to say that I don't care, but I feel quite funny loh u guys. Sikit sikit pun nak buat mcm bukit.

Despite of how I always try to stay away from drama, I got involved into one recently. Oh the irony  -=- Let me ask you, how does it feel like to not be able to trust your best friend? It sucks so bad. I want to trust mine but really her attitude completely exterminates the possibility of that happening. I just trusted her recently with a secret of mine and almost immediately she does something that makes me regret trusting her. She broke another person's trust on the same day and we reprimanded her after school.

You can imagine my frustration when she repudiated the iniquity of her behavior. She even turned the blame around and pointed it towards me! She said, I know you guys don't trust me, you all don't think of me as friend,  why are you guys so mad at this, blablablablabla and conclusion is:

SHE DOESN'T THINK THAT SHE IS AT FAULT FOR SPILLING PEOPLE'S SECRETS. SHE BLAMES US FOR EVERYTHING. WTH IS THIS LOGIC I CAN'T EVEN

I am mindblown. Completely flabbergasted. She deserves a medal for turning all logic into total disorder. Okay nevermind, I wasn't exactly mad at her since I've expected her to act like that. The next day she went for YE trip so I didn't see her in school. I thought that everything was okay already since we've reprimanded her and did the best we could. I thought to just move on and never trust her again. We'd just have a normal friendship. But nooooo. After that day passed and Thursday came, I saw her angry tweeting. I might as well printscreen it here.

Well never mind I tried embedding the tweets here but failed. Her tweets radiated with her anger towards me, claiming that I don't trust her. Well you don't say?! Obviously I don't trust her. How she expect us to trust her? And she also tweeted that I like to throw her aside, think of her as shit, annoying etc etc. Erm... I don't know how to respond to that. Really I don't know how. After all I've done for her, this is what she thinks of me. Okay fine by me. I messaged her asking why was she so angry for when it was us who should be angry at her. She saw it but never replied. She even tweeted that she rather argue on real life then on this "so called social network shit stuff" as she puts it. Ermm!!! Helooo. She was the one who started angry tweeting first -=- I didn't want to argue with her, I just wanted to confront her.

I guess she's just too childish and stubborn to accept the facts. What to do with a person like this? Honestly I don't wish for our friendship to end since me and her most ngam key de. But if she wants to leave what can I do? I'll just have to let it be and see what time can do.

Update

2 good news :D
Bought a second hand bicycle from Bernard!! I love it so so so so much. Very easy to cycle, and just nice for my height :') Bought it for RM80 which is really not bad. Spam spam spam cycle XD

My baby

And next thing is I am starting to try and lose weight T.T

. So first week has gone by and I lost 2KG!!

 XD yeaa it might not seem like much but I'm still happy :') 

Crappy BM

Lalala. Today first day exam :P
Chinese and BM.
Chinese I really 无言 ==
BM leh, I tell you can kill ppl one. Ask us bina ayat, but give all the words we also duno wad meaning de.
What to do when u dunno the meaning?
I learn from facebook XD

1) Hari itu guru mengajar kami satu perkataan yang baru iaitu melarik.
2) Saya bertanya kawan maksud perkataan melirik.
3) Andy didenda oleh guru kerana tidak tahu maksud perkataan mencelup.
4) Saya mengajar adik maksud perkataan menculik dengan sabar.

And blabla other crap I couldn't remember.
Very 炸到 right?! LOL I think this time teacher sure mark our paper until 吐血 XD

Haiz didn't think that bina ayat would be this hard :l Form four standard really booom escalated so quickly D:

Looking out

I love this picture ! :D Taken and grandma's house, backyard. 

年初二

Had so much fun yesterday :D
We visited alot of relatives, got alot of 红包 and ate alot.

After that me and my brothers decided to explore the abandon house at my kampung.

There were four abandoned houses. One of them was infested with stray dogs and another was too far away so we went to the one which didn't look as scary first.

I took this from the outside of the first house. Look at all that grass ! Damn hard to enter wey. We got cuts all over our legs. 

I love this picture :D 

   

So that was the first house, and after that we made our way to the second house which was so much scarier. On the way I took these two pictures of the plants. Why? Because I want to that's why XD 

Nice right nice right ?! But once we enter the house, it was a completely different story. Seriously someone should consider using this place to shoot some horror film. 

That's almost all for the second house. But wait!!! My favourite picture is next to come XD So as we explored the house we saw this bat hanging from the ceiling. I didn't take a picture of it because it was so far away. After what seemed like an hour we finally chased it away and continued moving to the other rooms. As we walked my brother entered a room filled with bat like omg there must be hundreds of them. Worst thing was, they just started to woke up and were heading towards us. This picture below was taken like a split second before we ran for our lives. XD LOL I LOVE THIS PICTURE SO MUCH KAYY LOOK AT THEIR FACES. ONE IN A MILLION SHOT. PRICELESS. 

:'D

CNY !!!

Omfg. It's February already. One month gone, 11 more to go T^T.

I still haven't connected with my classmates haiz. 

But let's not talk sad things lah let's be positive today. 

SOOO CNY IS COMING <3 

I love CNY. I really really do. There's the angpau, the new clothes, the music, the parties, the mahjong, the poker, firecrackers, beer and most importantly THE FOOD. GLORIOUS BEAUTIFUL FOOD. I feel so happy thinking about it now :'D

Yesterday night helped mum with some frying didn't do much stuff only did two kinds of food and I don't really know the name.

THIS IS THE REASON WHY I'M FAT

Admittedly I didn't take good shots of the food because I was too busy eating them helping my mum XD

I can't wait to balik kampungggg there will be so much awesomeness there I'll end up puking rainbows all over the place. AND ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THING.

ONE WEEK HOLIDAY <3

Suddenly life seems worth living after all ;')