Familia Or Fun?

2 trials down, 1 more before the big P. We were supposed to go khai's new home to watch movies and play badminton. (mind you it's 3 story house :O)

Too bad, I have to balik kampung tomorrow. Actually quite sad because I was looking forward to the movie session. My mum was sweet enough to let me choose:

To balik kampung or stay back in Subang.

How am I going to choose? I really want to go, but obviously family is more important right? I will die of guilt if I don't balik. What to do? ╮(╯▽╰)╭  

I've forfeited so much outings because of the same reason. It was okay the first 20 times, but after that I really feel like, ugh. But still, don't want to disappoint them......

I don't know how to tell them I'm not going. Rejected so many times but it gets harder each time. Nevermind, family. For family. Family. F.A.M.I.L.Y.