I just found a really cool website called Psykopaint. The idea of it is to, basically paint without smudging your own hands. Some people are really pro here, and I feel like such a loser D: Nevermind, after PMR I shall practice my online painting skills.
I have so many questions on my mind. What kind of person am I actually?
Am I selfish?
Am I whiny ?
Am I bad tempered?
Do I irritate you people?
Do people hate me?
What do they think of me?
Every night, these questions destroy my sleep. They make me indecisive, unsure of which step I should be taking next. It is impossible for me to answer these questions myself.
当局者迷，旁观者清。
Can anyone answer my questions? Truthfully, no need for sugar coating. I really want to know. I can change!! *I think*
2 trials down, 1 more before the big P. We were supposed to go khai's new home to watch movies and play badminton. (mind you it's 3 story house :O)
Too bad, I have to balik kampung tomorrow. Actually quite sad because I was looking forward to the movie session. My mum was sweet enough to let me choose:
To balik kampung or stay back in Subang.
How am I going to choose? I really want to go, but obviously family is more important right? I will die of guilt if I don't balik. What to do? ╮(╯▽╰)╭
I've forfeited so much outings because of the same reason. It was okay the first 20 times, but after that I really feel like, ugh. But still, don't want to disappoint them......
I don't know how to tell them I'm not going. Rejected so many times but it gets harder each time. Nevermind, family. For family. Family. F.A.M.I.L.Y.
As everyone knows, yesterday was the official 鬼节.....
Mum told us to watch this movie at night with her yesterday night. At first I was skeptical. In my mind was like,
"The cabin in the woods? Oh I know whats gonna happen..."
Plot *My view judging from the title anyways*
Teenagers go for holiday
Teenagers get lost in forest
Teenagers find an empty cabin
Teenagers stay in empty cabin for the night
Psycho axe killer or torturer comes in and murders them all
*Yawn* so cliche. Okay nevermind, I still watched it with mum. And BAM!! It turned out to be an amazing movie :D The plot was really surprising. I'm not gonna say any spoilers here. It will ruin the whole movie. Actually it's better to watch the movie without watching the trailer, like I did. I bet most people will enjoy it, unless if you are some close minded super religious person, or some logic nazi dude. All I wanna tell these people is:
"SHUT UP AND ENJOY THE SHOW!!! :@"
If you don't like the show, hey, no one's stopping you from turning off the tv. Anywayyss....here's a little spoiler :P
WARNING: THIS MIGHT RUIN THE SURPISE IN THE MOVIE DONT READ IF YOU PLAN ON ACTUALLY WATCHING THE MOVIE.
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Weee this is fun xD
Okay nevermind back to the spoiler:
THERE. IS. A. UNICORN. INVOLVED.
IS THAT AWESOME OR WHAT?!
Got nightmares later that night @@ And felt like someone was beside my bed all the time. Creepy D: But it was worth it!!
Some people are just so judgemental. Someone I knew said:
" I really cannot stand girls who are fat and yet still dare to wear short pants in public. Like they think they're hot or what ever."
And blablabla other insults to fat girls.
Hello? Your fat friend is sitting right in front you and she likes wearing shorts ! Come on, look at me! It's like she's sending me an indirect message:
Sooo....she wants all the fat ladies to feel like this?
No! What is wrong with fat people wearing shorts? you know how hot the weather is in Malaysia? Just because our body is unflattering doesn't mean that we have to cover our body from head to toe. Do you mean you want us to feel ashamed of ourselves? Lol I don't wear shorts because it makes me look 'hot'. i wear it cause it's comfy! I mean, we so fat ady, how to fit into long pants? People like wear short pants let them wear lah. Why so mean one? This IS a democratic country right? We have our rights!
Just because you don't dare to wear short pants yourself, don't make it sound like a sin. You are a good friend, but I just don't get why being fat is wrong. If losing weight is so easy, why I still so fat one? I got exercise mah. But one thing I can't stand is dieting. Do you understand how it is to take away food, from someone who loves it? It's pure torture. Even if I diet now and get slim, I will become fat again next time I eat! I don't want that kind of life. Constantly worrying about my weight, unable to enjoy life. It sucks man.
All I'm trying to say is, let us live our happy fat life and go on living your sad judgemental life. We wear what we want, eat what we like. Can? Its all about personal preferences.
Woke up with a sore ass today == Yesterday's badminton killed me :c
Anyways, help mum to make sambal for the first time!! Fab.
Stood in the kitchen for 3 hours stirring the thing. One time I stood too near to the fire. *note that I am very short and have long hair. kinda. I smelt something burning and it soon turned out that myhair was on fire O.O
OH MY GOSH WHAT IS THIS OMG OMG FASTER BLOW!! Too late, my hair was singed and smelly T^T On the bright side, at least I didn't burn my face :D And good thing only a small part of my hair caught on fire.
After that 3 hours, finally gave up on stirring and tasted it. VERY NICE EH!! :)
Being so happy with the sambal, I let my brother try. After the first bite, two words came out of his mouth:
"很辣."
"很辣."
"很辣."
"很辣."
"很辣."
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WALAO EHHHHH. People stand there cook for 3 hours and you only say 很辣?? Cannot say very nice ah meh? Broke my heart D: And I ruined my hair for it!! Not really ruined, but still.... :| Mum also scold him HAHA :D
Next time I want try cook for 10 hours! Sure become black dy that time LOLOLOL.
My ass is still sore right now -.- And my legs too. Hmmmm. Nothing to say dy...ciao :D
