Can't think of a title here :l

Am finally back after 3 grueling weeks of examinations. I have to say, alot of things have happened these past weeks. I have learned a painful lesson of trust once more, but it has matured me once again. I have a torn ligament after a bad landing during basketball and  have weird feelings in my lungs. I suspect asthma is coming back to me. I have recurring nightmares of chemistry equations idk why. Things aren't going on that well at home or at school. I can't stay depressed because manning the fuck up is the only way. Everybody hurts. Everybody has their own sadness behind those smiling faces. Nobody's life is perfect. So why self pity right? I hold my life in my hands, it is up to me to decide whether I want to be happy or not. Life sure is screwed up at times. I just have to accept that and make the best out of it.

Enough of that crap. Since exam is over.....IT'S TIME TO......haiz it's not time to relax or have fun since I know I'm going to get bad results.....tuition here I come!!!

1st Time

Was cutting onions. Feeling like a warrior cuz I wasn't crying or anything. Chopped faster and faster and whoosh the knife hit my finger. I jumped like mad when I saw blood on my finger. Jumped all the way to the living room shouting and asking mum to take a look. There wasn't any pain surprisingly. It was all numb so I thought it wouldn't be such a big deal.

Oh how wrong I was. When mum bandaged it the pain was so amazing I cried while I laughed while my brothers looked on. She bandaged it damn tightly so there wouldn't be much blood loss. After like five hours I got curious and removed the bandage. Omg.........bad decision. When I opened it up the pain multiplied by millions. Lucky the blood was almost dry dy. I expected a really big wound judging on the pain it caused but noo. It was small. 

Turns out I was making a big deal out everything!! Haha mum also said accidentally cutting ur finger will happen alot of times in the future so I shud get used to it. No mood study dy leh. My finger is distracting me too much. And I learned not to ever mess with onions. They make you cry no matter what XD