February pls

Hi. Life just sucks. For now.

My homework is kinda neglected.

If I thought school was gonna cheer me up, I must have been too hopeful. SCHOOL WAS THE WORST ASDFGHJKL place this year so far! I absolutely despise my class. *Classmates it's not your fault I know you guys are very nice and so on but I really can't stand it here* I don't feel like I belong in this school. I'm so weird, wonder who hates me in school huh? And what is this rumour I hear going on about me and those three?

Zarif once said :
It's better to be in a class you don't like cuz you can focus more on study.

I don't think it works for me. Everyday in class I try to pay attention, but my mind wanders off and I stay there in my own world. I'm like argh brain can't you just let me focus for a moment?! Brain says no and lets me imagine about perfect lives and deep stuff. Either that or I'm too busy ponteng-ing to stay in class.

I despise my hair. I hate my class, myself, school, teacher, and everything now!! I so childish right? It's just that 2013 has been a lousy year so far. Nothing seems to go right. I hope next month things will get better lo.

My favourite thing to do now is sitting on the swing, pondering about life. Pretty deep huh?

Nothing much.

Halooo. 

Summary of these few days. 

Wake up. School. Koko. Swim. On9 + Homework. Sleep.

Always the same thing. 

Lucky yesterday was public holiday and next Monday also holiday or not I can go crazy already. We planned to go Summit yesterday but they change plan n then end up only me and czyn min can go. But then cancel -_- To Czyn Min, I'm very sorry cuz my parents heard that only we two go so they dun let liao.

I was quite sad la wanted to cry already cuz I promise liao ma. But then have to listen parents what to do? So I end up going to Sunway with them. Went to Shogun! There standard quite 下水 already lo :l

Nickson and Ryan came over to Court 3 yesterday. Quite ok la but wasted cuz almost rain d plus windy so can't play badminton. So we just sit there n talk awhile. Ryan like very professional leh wear glove wear helmet de XD Nickson almost got into accident ah cuz he try to drift bike (???) Dun really know full story la.

 And psps: It really is weird how some people seem so nice but inside they are a complete different story. Why ah? 

Please let me turn back in time

It's been 11 days since my form four life started. What to make out of it so far? Miserable. So far the only good thing that's happened is Danica moving into our class. At least she and Lydia can talk while I concentrate on study. Ya ya I know!! NERD MODE ON cuz I don't think I will have any tuition this year. 

So far Danica and Lydia attempted to sit at Zarif's place and I don't think it ended up well. At least this was the turning point for me. I got to change to the middle row! YAY FAN!!! And get to see whiteboard! And get away from Lydia's distraction!   *Sorry Lydia :p*  

So now I'm sitting with Kai Shen. Idk if that is a good or bad thing. I don't feel like I belong in 4C yet. Always ponteng to 4D or 4F. 

And I can see Czyn Min is pissed off about something from her facebook statuses. And I have a feeling that anger is pointed towards me. :O What did I do? Seriously I don't know but I shall find out tomorrow. Or maybe later. 

HaizZzzzZz

We didn't get to change class after all....I don't even think the school bothered to read the letter. Omg......it's like, 5 days of my life wasted like that -_____-

Our battle was fought valiantly but in the end, victory is and never will be ours.

Am I disappointed? Yes! Am I pissed off? YES. Am I sad? Well did I tell you I broke down at home after school? But yeah, it's okay....life goes on right?

  

Bomba and Bugs

Went for bomba today, Encik Seelva very funny haha :D There was a speech by some real bomba people. Wow!!!! Xien dao ah -.-  After the speech everyone gave them a tremendous round of applause.

Agree with the old lady ^

After reaching home Timon showed me this really fat and cute caterpillar. Photography mood ON !!!!!!!

I admit that the first three pictures were really out of focus :l  Look at what it did to my plant!!! :@

Aaaaand look! A wild snail appears!

The original position not nice one ><

Moved :D Eh why got cigarette one ah? Spoiled!!!

Angle not so nice

Perfect!! It looks so emo and deserted right? ;'( 

And yeah the snail was very paiseh to take picture so it kept hiding in its shell. Nevermind lah :D

I had the crop all of the pictures cause I don't have macro lens and it makes focusing on tiny objects very hard. But still, is anyone out there pro in photography? Please be my sifu :3

Future seems bleak

Gave the appeal letter to school today. I really hope that me and lydia can change class. School today was basically spent walking all over the school looking for teachers. 

A few minutes before school ended me and lydia entered class. This was what we saw. There were already two gangs having fun of their own in class. There are some very hardworking students doing their work. There is one sleeping in class. And some forever alones *like us* sitting in class. Me and lydia spent our last minutes in school staring at the clock. LIFELEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS. T_T Tick tick tick tick.....Xien !!

If the school doesn't accept our excuses, me and lydia shall be forever together alone bros this WHOLE year. We shall spend the free moments in class staring at that tiny orange clock on the wall.

But still, the worst thing that could happen now is the school only accepts one of us to change class. OMG that time will be dilemma liao. I can imagine it. The drama!

Can you imagine? Please school........ our future happiness is in your hands.

And btw I still can't believe I'm form four already!!! I miss form one :'(

School.

Today first day of school..... I went into pure stream yay and thank God I didn't get straight A's or not have to enter A or B class liao.

So currently I am in C class. The only close friend I got there is Lydia and Zarif. Other people that I know there is Shane, Hui Jie, Farah, Khai Ching, Jet Siang, Kai Shen, Kar Chern and idk who else. There's alot of people that I don't know in my class. SCHOOL... WHY YOU SO CRUEL?!?!?!?!?!??!?! 

Omfg I wanna enter D or F class weyh. But I prefer F class lah. More friends there :(

Summary of school today:

Enter dewan see what class we go. Follow our new classmates to our classroom. Talk with lydia. Talk. Talk .Talk. Discover that Puan Latiffah is our science teacher and class teacher. Curse. Meet add maths teacher. Go outside lepak and kepo other ppl class. Got timetable. Find that Pn tcc and Sujatha will be teaching us. Groan. Lepak. Find school principal. Chased away by Encik Seelva. Recess. Go lab for bio. A wild cockroach appears! Puan Latiffah kills it and put it under the microscope for us to see. We see. Lepak. Find Pn Saadiah. Fail. Lepak. Poke bro. Find Pn Saadiah. Fail. Walk around. Find Pn Saadiah. Discovers she is pissed off. Go back class. Duno wad I did there. Finish school. 

Leg so tired ! But hey I can imagine my form 4 and form 5 life already. Always skipping school. Come late, ponteng class. Eh wait what's the difference? My form 3 life oso like that lah.